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Sunday, February 01, 2009

The Truth Unfolds and I'm Scared

I'm sobbing. I mean huge fat tears such that I can barely see what I'm typing.

I know it's harder to see but it's there and it came up almost intstantly. Thanks DB for encouraging me to try another test. Gotta love 1st Repsonse.


I'm laughing too. I'm sobbing and laughing and I can't stop.

I'm terrified to try this again.

Please little one, don't break my heart this time.
NOTE: If I know you IRL (in real life), I'm begging you to help me keep this a secret until I know things are going to be okay. Thank you.

17 comments:

Claire said...

That looks pretty clear to me! Let the praying/hoping/sacrifices to the gods begin!

MrsSpock said...

I see it too! Stick around little one!

bunny said...

I can see it! Hooray! Hooray! Hooray! Sending good vibes your way!

Dora said...

Yup! It's a line! YAY!!!

Melis.sa said...

!!!!!

Thinking & Praying for you & the little one!!!!

Danielle said...

It's incredible how quick joy is filled with Fear at this point in the game. I too am equally hesitant with mine and not sure if I can believe it no matter how hard I want to.

D

areyoukiddingme said...

Call the doctor tomorrow! I see a line! I'll be saying some prayers for you and your little one.

AnotherDreamer said...

I see it!!! Defintely a line!

I hope this one brings you much joy.

..al said...

*Hugs*

Brenna said...

YAY! That's definitely a real, honest-to-goodness, non-evap LINE. I'll be back to see beta results shortly--so so so happy for you! I understand the nervousness this (fabulous) news brings, and will be sending lots of thoughts and prayers in your direction for smooth sailing.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I hope the line gets darker and darker and darker on future tests. Congratulations!

Amanda said...

Woo-hoo! I see it and it's beautiful!

Kim said...

OMG, I can definately see it! Hold on tight to your momma wee one. Sending up a prayer for you both. Congratulations!

Anonymous said...

YAY!! Congratulations!

Anonymous said...

Wishing you the best. Playing 'Is it a line' is both wonderful and frustrating. Hoping it darkens reassuringly... looks great for now!

Danielle said...

It's well into Monday and no update. I'm sure I can't be the only one wondering if you've tested again or gone for blood work?

Send word, we're waiting!

DB

Anonymous said...

Congratulations and Best Wishes for this pregnancy!