Is it Wednesday already??!!?? :O
I can't seem to keep up these days. Time is flying by! Work is crazy but it's starting to really evolve into something interesting. Time will tell how it goes but I'm very conscious of how work stress will affect my pregnancy. I know that stress can trigger my fibro so I want to be very careful not to overdo things and cause a flare-up, expecially since my body is dealing with so much else.
Friday will be an interesting day. On one hand, I'm excited because R and I are going away for a four-day long weekend. He has a singing competition not too far from where his family lives. So I'm going along. It will be nice to visit with his family. It's the first time we've seen them since we got pregnant, so it will be nice to share this together. We told them awhile ago but we haven't told the extended family on either side just yet. Another week.
However, Friday also marks another important day. Kenneth's due date. The day he was supposed to have been born. I would love to say that it's not that difficult, but I'd be lying. I know 3 people all due within the next week and a bit. It's so hard to wrap my mind around being 11 weeks pregnant when I know I should be giving birth soon (or already have).
But I'm trying not to get caught up in the what-ifs. What matters is that this pregnancy is going better for a change.
So Friday will come and I will think of Kenneth wistfully. I've already passed the point where I miscarried him so from here on out I'm in completely uncharted waters.
I'm looking for some smooth sailing.
(if you don't hear from me tomorrow, I'll be back on Monday- have a great weekend everyone!)